In a new interview on The Ellen DeGeneres Show Tuesday, Beyonce said being by her sister Solange’s side while she gave birth has made her think twice about going through the joy of labor herself.

“One day maybe. I have my nephew and I was there in the delivery room and it kind of traumatized me,” Beyonce told Ellen.

“You shouldn’t be there for that,” Ellen laughed.

“I told my sister that! I said, ‘Please don’t have me in the room. And she said, ‘You have to. I’m your sister. Stop being so silly.’ Well I was right, I’m traumatized.”