Quincy Brown, the teenage surrogate son of hip-hop mogul Diddy, has penned a passionate open letter to the father he’s never known.

Quincy is the son of Diddy’s model ex Kim Porter and her former flame, Al B. Sure, the R&B star who sailed to the top of the ’80s charts with a string of hits like “Nite & Day,” “Misunderstanding,” and “Off On Your Own.”

In an entry on GlobalGrind.com on Monday, the young man reveals that after his parents split in the early ’90s, his Al, now a radio disc jockey, walked out of his son’s life never to return.

I grew up without my father, an irreplaceable force and influence that was absent in my life. I watched other kids enjoy the embrace of theirs, and I searched for a way to reconcile the meaning of my circumstance.

Quincy writes:

Albert Brown, also known as “Al B Sure!” is my biological father, but Sean Combs, also known as “Diddy” has been a father figure in my life for as long as I can remember. Sean Combs is the person whom I look up to and appreciate as a father. He is the one who help mold me into the person I am today and will always try to live up to his expectations. He has always been supportive of me and I will forever love and respect him.

He continued, Despite my pain, I’ve imagined a life as a good son with my father. Baseball … Playing in School Band … Church … All of the things that he would expect his son to do, I’ve done. I’ve stood in front of audiences to receive awards. I heard their applause and praise. But, the accolades have been absent the sound of his clapping hands and encouraging words … his voice that I could distinguish in my sleep. Where has he been?

Now, I reflect on the journey, the pain, the challenges, and the triumphs through this song, Quincy added. I’m reconciled as a man, no longer a boy, in verse. Now, I know that I’m not alone.

As far as my biological father goes, the “spitting image” is all I have taken from him. Throughout my life, I’ve always wondered about him; Where he was? What was he doing? and most importantly, Was he even thinking about me? The absence of my father has given me a better understanding of what type of man I am going to be. I am grateful for my mom’s love, support, guidance, and for her strength.

Diddy threw a private birthday party to celebrate former girlfriend Kim Porter’s 38th birthday at Murano Restaurant & Lounge in West Hollywood on Monday night.

Diddy and ex-girlfriend Kim Porter join their one-year-old twin daughters on the November 2008 cover of Baby Couture Magazine.

Almost a year old, Diddy and Kim Porter’s twin daughters, D’Lila Star and Jessie James, are featured in Us Weekly’s Cutest Babies Of 2007 countdown.

UK insiders claim Diddy wants to get back together with his <em>OK Weekly snitching baby mama, Kim Porter. The Bad Boy mogul, who recently spent a yacht-bound weekend wining and dining British-born actress Sienna Miller, has been bombarding K.P with apologies and flowers.

“Kim is mum to three of his children and he is gutted.” So far nothing has worked to get her back and he’s trying to come up with a new plan,” says an insider.

Diddy’s former dimepiece is telling all to OK! Magazine. In an issue of the weekly gossip rag set to hit newsstands on Wednesday, Kim Porter will spill the beans on Jennifer Lopez, Sienna Miller, and the hip-hop mogul’s cheating activities.

On Diddy: “I’d been in an on-again, off-again relationship with Mr. Combs for about 10 years, and it came to a point where it was time for me to move on with my life. I had invested a lot of time in that relationship, and it wasn’t going where it should have been going. So it was time to [end it]. In a relationship, it’s important that the people are on the same page at the same time. And we weren’t on the same page.”

When asked if Sienna Miller played a part in her break up, Porter states: “They’re just friends. That wasn’t the cause.”

Tawdry tell-all author/Hot 97’s Miss Jones In The Morning host Jonesy reports that fellow tell-all writer Kim Porter has found comfort in the arms of her original ‘baby daddy,’ 80’s R&B singer turned radio personality Al. B Sure. The pair share Kim’s oldest son, Quincy, but Al has released a statement blasting the report.

“It never fails that there are false statements in the news or press about Celebs, personalities or whatever you wish to term the position of being in the media spotlight. I see that a few uninformed individuals in the media seem to think that Kim & I are back together again since her break-up with Sean. This is not the case. We are just the proud parents of our wonderful son named Quincy and will always be focused on exactly that. Sean has been a great force in my son’s life as well as Kim. All of the other hoopla is exactly that, hoopla. Basically it’s called relationship ups and downs and the existing turbulence that is prevalent when you have high profile relationships and everyone’s unwarranted opinion attached. I’d love for the individuals who have the biggest emptiness and nothing to do or going on in their lives but hiding behind a computer and counterfeit name to look in the mirror and I guarantee you that half of them would jump from a building and end it all if they had to deal with a quarter of what we have to deal with as “known personalities” but continue to just have diarrhea of the mouth and pen (or keyboard) That’s the extent of what I will address of the entire drama/rumor.”

Diddy serial baby-mam Kim Porter is reportedly in talk with major publishing houses to pen a multi-million dollar tell-all on her on-again/off-again ten year affair with the Bad Boy mogul. The proposed book would likely feature dish on Diddy’s extracurricular activities, as well as the hard partying that eventually tore the couple apart.

Jennifer Lopez was unmoved by a magazine interview with her ex-boyfriend Sean ‘Diddy’ Combs’ BM of the hour. J. Lo says the former model’s criticisms of her were “not necessary”.

Apparently, Kim’s still bitter that Diddy left her to date the Latin Lopez in 1999, despite the fact that she had a two year son with the hip-hop mogul at the time.

After his high-profile and turbulent relationship with Jenn ended in February 2001, within two years he had reunited with Kim-who recently delivered the couple’s twins.

In an October interview in Essence magazine, Kim made the same mistake lots of women make-assuming that she had one clue what her man felt for another woman. Earth to Kim (as if she’ll actually read this), you weren’t with them, boo. You don’t know if he loved her or not.

“He fell for a booty and a smile” and admitted she used to tell the rapper he would return to her when he left “his little Puerto Rican girlfriend”.

Kim admitted she was in contact with Combs every day of his relationship with Lopez and forbid him from letting their son Christian associate with the singer/actress who is now married to salsa legend Marc Anthony.

Porter said, “Does she look like the type that would want to play house and family with two little black kids? No.”

When asked by the New York Post what she thought about Porter’s comments, Lopez says, “I am not going to go there.

“Look, she knows what went on, I know what went on. And that is where we have to leave it. I am not going to discuss any of the details of that intimate relationship that I had with the public. It’s just not that necessary.”