Kanye West is riddled with guilt over his mother’s death. Donda West died in November one day after undergoing cosmetic surgery paid for by her famous son.

According to a report in The National Enquirer:

“It was his money that paid for the operation and his fame that opened up this very different world to Donda. Donda was so proud of Kanye and all he had accomplished, and gave up her job as the head of Chicago State University’s English department to look after his career. It would never have occurred to her to have plastic surgery before Kanye hit it big. He can’t help thinking it shouldn’t have happened.”